January 14th, 2006

Current Music: Motion City Time: 04:06 pm Current Mood: crazy

i am always doing something, but for some reason today i am not, and everyone is busy but me. i am so fricken bored! i have nothing to do! i am going insane!

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December 31st, 2005

Time: 01:21 am Current Mood: crushed

do you ever go back and talk to an old friend or someone you havn't talked to in a real long time and realize that they are a compltely different person. not even close to the person you once knew?

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December 30th, 2005

Current Music: jewel Time: 04:00 pm Current Mood: disapointed

sitting, finally get my ass up and more sitting. o well this is more important. hung out with dani and hannah all morning and afternoon, that was fun. i love them two. maybe i'll get dressed and go tanning. that sounds good. or go get a pedicure...hmmm decisions. i have like an hour or til eight, i'm not sure. maybe i'll give my crabs a bath. that sounds good i need to feed them and bath them. or read. i love reading. but i have a headache. i'll take a nap prob. get dressed and back to sitting.

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December 14th, 2005

Time: 09:10 pm

got kicked out of gym today. i have to do a packet instead. what gym teacher really goes and tries to drop you from their class.

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December 7th, 2005

Subject: I hate you Dan Brown for writing such stupid books Time: 01:48 pm

Dear Dan Brown,  GIVE UP! love, Sam

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Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack. Time: 01:31 pm Current Mood: irritated

isn't talking supposed to help? i don't need help anymore. i'm fine. everything is alright. everytime i get back from her office i end up wanting to cry cuz she makes me feel like such shit, like i'm worth nothing. i'm a complety different person. i have found my friends and found myself, but she doesn't see that, she just wants her fucking money. and i try to talk to my dad about it, and what does he say? you just don't like her. fuck that. i'm a good kid i don't do anything wrong, (anything big) and i get treated like i'm five, you have to go away to college like staying here isn't good enough and isn't real, and always talking about my grades, she doesn't even know me, she thinks she does but all she knows is what i tell her and what my ma tells her. i know myself better than anyone, i know when i'm ok, i know when i'm not. and i'm ok now. i promise.

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December 5th, 2005

Current Music: thrice-the melting point of wax Time: 07:28 pm Current Mood: calm

i have not updated in a while. i work 35 fricken hours this week, that sucks. but saturday i'm going to my first cocktail paty, i'm excited. i love dressing up and drinking causally, like not just getting drunk but just cuz its good, so i'm excited. i'm excited about christmas, i don't really like the holiday but call me greedy, but there are already presents under the tree with my name on them so i'm kinda excited. i'm really behind on school, i hate the book angels and demons. it is horrible, i don't care what you say drew, i'm going to burn it when i'm done. i have to start my christmas shopping, i love christmas shopping, if anyone wants to go with me, lemme know. i never update anymore so keep intouch!

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November 12th, 2005

Time: 01:02 am

Your Heart Is Green Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance What Color Heart Do You Have?

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November 5th, 2005

Time: 11:58 pm Current Mood: calm

went to karen's tonight finall! it was fun! that is really all i have to to say. i don't remember alot of it. i played truth or dare with joe and scott it was fun so ya know. for the most part it was good.

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November 3rd, 2005

Time: 06:03 pm Current Mood: lazy

i really fricken don't wanna do my hw. i just wanna lay around in my underwear. fuck working. fuck schooling.

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November 2nd, 2005

Time: 06:24 pm Current Mood: flirty

i got off work today 3 1/2 hours early! ha ha suckers! in your face! i went to matts and surprised him. he was very surprised!

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November 1st, 2005

Current Music: Against Me Time: 08:57 pm Current Mood: nervous

do you ever do something and after reconsider if you should have or not? i dont know what to say

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October 24th, 2005

Time: 08:30 pm Current Mood: devious

TOODLES POODLES

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Time: 09:15 am Current Mood: content

Yesteday i spent the entire day with matt. it was wonderful. i hadn't seen him a week. sometimes i like going longer without seeing him, then its nicer when i do get to. no school today, work, then hanging with morgan, havn't done that in a while. i'm excited i'm miss her. i'm gonna go make waffles and watch a movie before work. toodles

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October 15th, 2005

Time: 09:38 pm Current Mood: lonely

i got ditched tonight. i wonder if there was ever any intention of doing anything. it dissapoints me that things haven't changed over 3 years.

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October 9th, 2005

Time: 10:24 pm

dear drew,  i'm sorry i suck. love, sam i get to sleep in tomorrow and its the first time i'll get to do this in a month and a half.

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September 25th, 2005

Time: 07:45 pm

i have nothin to say. i work alot. im gonna paint my room soon, its gonna look cool. i got my glasses. i can see now. they look pretty. i like em alot i also i like cake. we are closing my pool tomorrow. you all know what that mean. summer is completly and offically over. :c i have alot of energy and i feel very productive but yet nothing has gotten done. i started to clean my room but then i got inerurpted and then i never finished and now it is worse. hmm so much to do.

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September 18th, 2005

Time: 09:27 pm

last night me and morgan got bored. we gave sugar a red mohawk. when i washed it out, it wouldn't come out. i have a pink dog!

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Current Music: the shins Time: 09:22 am

Happy Birthday Jenna and Bailey!!!

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September 15th, 2005

Time: 10:04 pm Current Mood: excited

Matt got a job!!!!

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